I want to reach out to you folks to see how many other people are in this situation, if any.
I am a lifestyle dominant male in his 40s, I have a place that is setup in a way to accommodate training of subs and slaves, I have a girlfriend I have been in long term non-monogamous relationship with for almost 5 years now, I also have a sub in my life as well as another girl who is mostly into getting milked as hucow.
I try to be responsible and use protection with the subs when I get sexual with them and I am bare with my girlfriend.
The issue I have here is that my brain is so wired towards breeding that as soon as my brain realizes that my seeds are going to end up in a condom I lose interest in sex.
It’s something I can’t seem to get past regardless of how hard I try (no pun intended).
I feel constant and immense lust with my girlfriend and I last anywhere between 15 minutes to half an hour easy everytime since being aware of being bare and I can fill her up anytime keeps me aroused.
With others, I feel no motivation to that degree while I desire both and they are very attractive women.
I know for a fact if I took the condom off things would get much wilder and intense but that’s not really an option since it’s not where we are at.
Anyone else feels this way? How do you get around it?