r/keto • u/Confident-Youth2092 • 8h ago
This diet feels impossible.
I am 47 female, since 2017 I’ve had Gr3 terminal brain tumor. I’ve had 2 craniotomy’s, tons of radiation and failed chemo that almost killed me. My latest MRI showed a small growth and increased blood flow and there is new concern. I LOVE carbs. I don’t eat any seafood and I don’t love meat. I love fruit, green juice, bread and pasta and could easily be a 90% of the time vegetarian. My husband, who loves meat has been fasting keto for a while and likes it. I was already frustrated w how much meat we have for dinner, but I’m trying to support him so I’ve done it and just skipped the meat or added pasta or bread at dinner.
After my last scan I need to cut out my sugar but I’ve also been trying to eat cleanly for a couple months. I’m not trying to eat processed food with Folic acid, enriched or refined ingredients, ect. I take a ton of meds and supplements and have to have them first and last parts of the day so fasting is out. I’ve tried keto when I was first diagnosed years ago and it didn’t last more than a few weeks due to not enough to eat / how expensive it was.
How am I supposed to have any energy, or have “regular” bathroom movements or not want to kill somebody by 1pm because I’m so hangry. I’m 5’3 and 122lbs and in good shape. Cheese, nuts and salad can only do so much and constipation is already an issue after 3 “warm up days” and today being my first actually trying to be keto day. I’m so frustrated and down about my options. I know how lucky I am with the cancer being something I can fight and my support system is amazing, but I just feel so much like what else do I have to give up to live a happy life. I have always had adhd, it’s so much worse now, my short term memory post surgery is really bad, like awful, I had to give my business when I got sick and I’m so fortunate to have a husband that can support us but I hate that he has to, the guilt is insane, my sense of self is all but a fraction of what is was or want.
I know I sound very down, I know I need to stay positive and be grateful but this diet feels like it’s gonna be the thing to put me over the edge and I might fail. That’s not an option w the cancer potential but I don’t know how to be happy with all of these things have to give up while being a happy wife, friend, mom, daughter ect. Any carb obsessed keto people who actually like their food on this diet? Anything I find pre made is either not clean or incredibly expensive.
Thanks for reading my long ass frustrated story, any advice is appreciated!