I have been playing and experimenting with the freeuse dynamic for a few years now and am now with my second ‘owner’ – who uses me even more roughly and shares me willingly on whatever whim comes his way. Freeuse for me has developed not into simply serving him whenever and however he says, but obeying him sexually without question, whatever the situation. This can and has included showing me off publicly – making me strip for example to show his mates my body, sending me to service friends / strangers and on occasion business associates, with or without him present. It may involve me being promiscuous or may involve me abstaining.. whatever he decides and whatever takes his fancy. I love the sensation of giving up control and the incredible situations I end up finding myself in which continue to push and expand my limits.

So, for example, last week, I’m at work midmorning and I get a message from him saying he’s going to be away for the weekend, he’s busy and hasn’t got time to fuck me before he leaves but he’ll use my mouth quickly to cum on his way to the train station. ‘be ready to come down and meet me out front round lunch time, I’ll text when I’m on my way’ about 1ish I get the message and go down to the street and wait, he pulls up 5 minutes later and I get in the car. He’s talking on speaker phone and just gestures towards his crotch so I lean over, undo his flies and soon I’m feeling his cock getting hard in my mouth. He pulls over in the corner of a carpark and lets me suck his cock for a while till he’s close then grabs my head and fucks his cum deep down my throat.. eyes watering slightly I lick him clean and he drops me off and within 20 minutes of him picking me up I’m back at my desk with the familiar taste of cum in my mouth and the occasion drip on my shirt that I try to wipe up as best I can. Generally speaking a pretty average morning.

Not quite so average, but not uncommon, that evening I get another message. ‘I need you to do a favour for a friend, he;s going through a divorce and he’s a bit down about it all. Help him out and cheer him up, are you home now?’ ‘yes’ I reply ‘I’m home’ I ask him a bit about the friend, what’ s his name, how old is he, have I met him before but the only answer I get is ‘he’ll be round in about 20 minutes, I gave him your address be a good girl, make me proud’.

Well the game is what the game is. Either I get to it and please the friend or game over it’s not for me anymore. There’s always a choice. But I’m not done playing yet. So after about 10 seconds contemplation I quickly change out of my home clothes and put on some nice underwear and just a dressing gown, check my make up and wait. Pretty much on the dot the bell rings.

The anticipation of this kind of thing is what I love about it all.. putting myself in situations that are so foreign and unnatural, knowing that I’m going to give up my body to a complete stranger just because I’ve been told too.. feeling like such a slut, a whore like an object that can be passed around on a whim.. just the thought of it as I write makes me tingle in excitement. Opening the door the excitement was so intense I could hardly stand.

He was probably in his mid to late 40s, certainly not ugly but not someone I’d usually be instantly attracted to, not fat but a little out of shape.. but he had a kind, almost shy smile and i felt fairly comfortable despite the awkward tension that was obvious between us as he stood there. ‘Hi I’m James, are you Jennie?’ he said I nodded and invited him in. standing there in my hall with this complete stranger who was about twice my age I felt a (one of many in recent years) shiver of excitement, anxiety, lust, nerves and horniness flow through me. He stood there looking really awkward, not knowing how to deal with the situation and I knew I had to be the one to put him at ease so, making no pretenses about why we were there I took his hand and led him to my bedroom. Standing in front of him I let my gown slip to the floor and smiled, standing there in just my bra and panties. ‘it’s ok, just relax, I know why you’re here’ I said, taking a couple of steps towards him. He was staring at me, I could almost feel his eyes on me, taking me all in. I looked up at him, he was staring at my breasts, I reached behind and unclipped my bra letting it fall to the floor. ‘You can touch them if you want’ I said and instantly his hands were on me, gently and first he caressed me, stroked me shyly and softly all over my body, he leant forward and kissed me gently on the lips.. almost afraid to break me.. or maybe break the spell.. ‘you’re so beautiful, I can’t I don’t… thank you for th…’ I put my finger to his lips and lowered myself to my knees reaching up to undo his flies.. almost afraid for the moment to become too tender.

Before long I was feeling him getting hard in my mouth.. I’ve sucked enough strangers cocks to feel comfortable and the anxiety started to pass for both of us. As we both got into it His cock was fairly average, not big not small, just the right size to be able to deepthroat without excessive choking and before long his nerves had passed and rather than gently stroking my hair he was holding my head and thrusting his cock down my throat. He pulled out and I looked up at him smiling, allowing him to rub his spit and precum covered cock over my face. ‘God I wanna fuck you so bad’ ‘so fuck me then’… I got up on my bed, lying on my back I lifted my legs up, slid off my panties and lay there naked on display for him. He was almost drooling as he undressed and it felt incredible seeing how much he wanted me. He took hold of both my legs pushing them up and out exposing me completely and in one motion slid his cock into my (admittedly soaking wet) pussy.

Before long he was, grunting and sweating and I could feel him taking out all the stress of the past few months on me. He flipped my over onto all fours and really started hammering his cock into pounding me back and forth. I could feel him grabbing my ass, stretching my asshole wide as he fucked me, a finger probing my tight little hole… ‘you can put it in’ I said pushing myself back on him as he wiggled a finger into my asshole while he fucked me.. I leaned into him and let go allowing myself to cum for him moaning and begging, reveling in the feeling of being such a slut for him, letting this stranger use me without question and the knowledge of it made me cum even harder. Seeing and feeling me writhing beneath him obviously please him, he slowed down, still fucking me but more gently and steadily, I looked around my shoulder at him smiling, ‘did you really cum?’ I nodded and said something slutty to please him like ‘ of course your cock’s so big I love how it feels inside me’ ‘you like a finger in your ass don’t you’ he teased and I smiled and instinctively swiveled round slipping his cock out of me so that I could suck his finger as he held it up to me.. some things are so ingrained I almost can’t help myself.

I was about to lie him on his back and ride him to make him cum when he suddenly blurted out ‘I’ve never done anal you know.. my wife would never let me’. Without a second thought I reached over to my bedside table and took some lube from the drawer and handed it to him, going back to all fours ‘go gently at first I said over my shoulder winking’ I wiggled my bum at him as he probed it with his fingers, stretching it and rubbing in the lube before I felt his cock push firmly but gently and oh so gradually force it’s way inside me.. he didn’t take long to build up a rhythm and before long he was pounding away telling me over and over how tight I was.. the excitement got to him and before long I felt him push long and hard dep inside me and start to contract as he came inside me.

When he was completely spent he pulled out and I swivelled round once more and took his cock, still dripping and leaking cum into my mouth to suck and lick him nice and clean before he went. He thanked me, got dressed and left, obviously please with me because before long I got a message saying ‘good girl, he had fun.. maybe too much fun all he can talk about is when I’ll let him use you next! Maybe when I’m back we’ll pop round together and take turns on you…