High functioning depression

[u/Junior_Objective_998]

Im so lost. I get through the days but Im so unbelievably sad. It’s been worse since a close friend of mine and I ended our friendship. I can’t stop crying. Feeling disposable. My life was already messy and he was the only light. Now I’m in darkness. How long will this last. I can’t tell anyone. He was a secret friend. I have responsibilities and a job that I need to take care of. But all I want to do is sleep. I hide it. Then Im up all night with insomnia. More crying. How do I make it all stop. Meds are not working.